One year anniversary

Today, one year ago, was the first time I uploaded on YouTube. It's been a fun year and I learned a lot.  I'm hoping to be more consistent this year and plan on getting a video up per week. 

 thank you again for the support. 😊

Last night was rough

Found myself caught in a depressive state last night...I was looking over photos of my mom and it broke me. I miss her so much. I've literally never felt such emotional pain before. It's debilitating and unrelenting.

Right now I feel kind of lost and I feel like there's no hope.